What am I doing?
All of sudden, something hits my head so hard. Untangling thoughts wandering in my head and asking questions like what on earth are you doing with your life? I don’t know what to say at that moment. After a while, answers to that question pops up that nothing to do with my life purpose. Don’t we go though this sort of moments in life once? Question without answers or answers without question. I guess humans are the only animal that try to find meaning for their existence. So it makes more sense to tolerate pain.
We are living for the first time in life and learning at the same time. There were tons of things I would have done better, but It is what It is. So don’t sit behind wondering what would happen next, instead let’s see what will happen if we do and walk a little bit further than used to be.